Thursday, April 16, 2009

I have it bad

There is no way we could do it. I dont think that I could physically handle it. We are beyond that stage and moving forward. Hubby would grow a second head just like the one he keeps looking on my shoulder for. Knowing all this doesnt really help.

I.
have.
baby.
fever.

Bad!

I think Im over it and then I hear that a friend is pregnant.
Im over it and then another friend is trying to get pregnant.
Im over it and then I hear Ava telling Ben that Im pregnant (she must be channeling my secret desires.)

I know we are not going to have another baby. So why do find myself calculating my due date if I got pregnant now?
I am already so tired that having a baby would put me in an energy state that would probably be comprable to being in a coma. So why do I see a picture of a chubby baby and feel this tug..this urge..this yearning?

Baby fever sucks.

Baby fever is depressing.

Baby fever is entertaning.

Baby fever is dangerous.

1 comments:

Lauren said...

Well, if it makes you feel any better, you are not the only one!

Two people at my work just had babies and there are FOUR wives pregnant right now! I am keeping myself busy by knitting baby hats... want me to send you a pattern? :)