You know that friend you've been meaning to call or email and haven't. Time goes by and its been so long that you are embarassed now. Maybe they are a little irked with you for being out of contact for so long. Then its been so extrememly long that you feel like you should have something really important or exciting to tell them when you contact them? Finally something comes up, you have the perfect reason, and then you get really busy again and the cycle starts all over? Yep, thats how Im feeling about my blog lately...ok more than lately, more like the past 6 months!! Craaaaazy. But Im back. Sort of. Somewhat.

Did you notice the little nablopomo icon thingamajigger I put on my page (the typewriter?) For some reason I always think that Im going to post every day in November. Doesn't that make sense? Because absolutely nothing is going on in November and its not the start of all the holiday craziness or anything. But thats me, living in my land of illusions and dreams. The land where my house is not only totally clean but decorated all homey and awesome. The land where Im not behind on a million projects and starting ten more. The land where my body keeps up with my imagination. Yeah, that land. Some people seem to actually really live in that land. Its real for them, not imaginary. And I hate them. A lot. So I read their blogs all the time just to show them how much I cant stand them.

The ice is broken. Ive actually got a new post, so now I can feel comfortable to come and just right whatever once again. I thought about taking down my little blog posting month thing but really, thats just too much work right now. And its a small little motivator. Obviously Im not going to post every day (um helllo its already the 8th.) But I dont want to be totally pathetic and only post once all month so up it stays. I hope someone still checks here occassionally because I love comments (well nice ones anyways) and I like to pretend that Im wildly popular and loved by millions. Well not really but that just kind of blurted out. I have 6 months worth of junk in my head that wants to just blurt out. I guess kind of like a blogging Tourettes.

And now, a picture. It has absolutely nothing to do with my blog, this post, or anything that I even normally like. But Ive had it saved on my computer (for some future random post) forever and my BT (blogging tourettes) is making me post it. I am not a fan of dressing up animals. Unnecessary and they always look so sad or totally pissed off. But this picture makes me smile. Maybe its because despite it all their is a certain regalness in the poor pooch's demeanor. And I think its a good place to end for today.